So I was feeling a bit sore the last couple days, and to add on top of it, my best bud gave me her cold >.< So now my nose is stuffed and my head feels like it's about to explode and each cough hurts a LOT... so I feel like crawling into a hole right about now. So if I disappear for a while, you'll know where to find me.
Stupid sick-ness

So I went for a walk with my friends through the woods in my back yard, and then we had to check the dogs for woodticks, which is alright, but now I have the "creepy crawly" feeling, where you're paranoid about having woodticks crawling on you... Stupid bloodsucking insects...

Anyways, I'm making some money now, not sure how much at the moment. My school's art teacher is hired me to pose for her freshmen class so that they can use an actual model to draw humans. So I guess you could call me a model She offered to pay me actually.. I would have done it for free since spares suck T.T I need money though....

I want to buy Artist Vs. Poet's cd that's coming out in May 13th. I also need to save money to buy Stephenie Meyer's new book Breaking Dawn that I preordered... You know, beat the crowd. I ordered it a month ago, it's coming out in August sometime.

And I've basically self diagnosed myself with A.D.D. I can't stay on one topic too long, I go mad. When I have serious conversations with friends, I'll suddenly see something and either start giggling at it, or comment on it in the middle of nowhere... I swear my friends will soon get pissed off with my scattered brain.

I want to get a lip piercing, a ring on the right corner of my mouth. Mom doesn't mind so much, Dad probably would blow a blood vessel, so I have to wait until I'm a bit older so that my dad has no say... haha poor dad has a daughter like me. I often pitty the guy, but I love him

So I recently discovered a new band that I've gotten a liking to. They're called Worthless Without, a Christian Screamo/Hardcore band. Sadly, I've read that they're no longer a band, but this means they've put their music up for download. Breena, I think you may like them. The first song I saw, I had to listen to since it was titled "Choreographed Comedy Acts That End With Dead Clowns". Titles like that just make me want to listen to the song It's like The Almost having the song called "Everybody Here Smells Like A Rat"
Haha, so I figured I'd just add that in, just for something new

I definatly having one of those moments where all my creative ideas are stuck in my head, but my talent is VERY limited. There's many sketches I've tried to get out of my head, but it's not turning out the way I'd like it to (Which is VERY frusterating). There's also this movie type thing (almost like a music video?) that I'd like to make to go with a song that I've gotten hooked on, but I know there's no chance of that happening (sadly )
And I've really been wanting to get myself drawn in a cartoon/anime style. But that, as well, doesn't seem to be happening any time soon. I couldn't do that on my own if my life depended on it (did I meantion I really suck at drawing?).
I've been wanting to get a canvas so I could paint my one piece (which is very simple, so it doesn't look too bad, it'd look better painted in my opinion).
And I've really got to work on my artistic skills. They're heavily lacking You see that little dude beside the "Artistic" for my mood, yeah, well that's basically the face I have right now, minus the paint and paint brush... I also have more of a body that just a face and feet and hands....

So I'm sick of winter. Christmas is over, the New Year is here, so what with all this freaking cold wind and loads of snow. I don't mind the snow so much I guess, but the cold is just down right lame. and frick, why the heck do my parents enjoy the cold so much anyways?? How do I know they enjoy the cold you ask? Because they still make us live in CANADA, land of ice and snow. I'm sick of wind that makes you feel like you are losing your ears and legs and every other part of your body. Not to meantion that all the little kids on the bus wear their snow suits, and get all over heated and stinky, which the hot air of the bus circulates over and over again. makes me hate the bus even more. I'm going to take a bottle of air freshener one of these days and just unload it all on the bus. And this is why I hate winter. It's always cold, and that means I'm always cold, whether I'm indoors or outdoors. Speaking of which, the school needs to invest into some better heaters. Stupid school. The only good part of school is the friends, art class and my spares
So there's my rant about winter. you think it's long, depressing/angry? Deal with it!
This is what we like to call attitude (haha comedian joys).